My Disappointment about not doing french in high school and a formal apology to anyone i was too hard on in this topic ( you know who you are)

To give you a idea of my disappointment, it was a similar feeling as to when I didn't make the basketball team in Grade 10 and I was so sure that I was gonna make it, that I wiped out the possibility that I wouldn't make it and then I didn't: I was bitter about it for weeks even months! But ya, this time it was different: I thought I couldn't do the thing I wanted to do (french not because of a lack of effort) but because of a lack understanding of the way the french courses in high school worked. See, I thought there was a 1st year french course but ya turns out, I found out halfway/ at the end of this year that its possible to do semestrized science and then do french in your 2nd and 3rd year and because I didn't do it this year, I can't do it next year ( well, i'd have to start at a 2nd year level....)

So ya, it caused me some bitterness and someone I was talking to earlier told me how she too went to Trois-Riviere at my age and said how unless you stay in a french environment, most of what you learned will fade away. I need to formally apologize to that individual.... I am so sorry that I took my hard-to-answer questions out on you.... I deeply regret doing that! I need to pray to god about it and if this individual reads this message, I need to apologize!

I thought I had a verse that related to my experience(i'll look it up on biblegateway.com!)
I couldn't find one so here's something to think about..

Its a search I did on bible gateway on Evil Desire... here is the url if your interested

http://www.biblegateway.com/keyword/?search=%20evil%20desire&version1=31&searchtype=all&limit=none&wholewordsonly=no

I also did a search on envy on biblegateway ( in the bible of course) : http://www.biblegateway.com/keyword/?search=envy&version1=31&spanbegin=1&spanend=73

Especially note James 3:14 and James 3:16.

"But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth." James 4:14 (NIV)

"For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice." James 4:16 (NIV)

And last, on bitterness: http://www.biblegateway.com/keyword/?search=bitterness&wholewordsonly=yes&version1=31&spanbegin=1&spanend=73

Especially note:

" For I see that you are full of bitterness and captive to sin." Acts 8:23 (NIV)

"Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice." Ephesians 4:31 (NIV)

I feel I need to memorize Ephesians 4:31 ....: if you have any advice on this matter, was moved by anything you learned in this post or just wanna comment on it, feel free to do so!